Support

So this whole exercising and trying to get fit thing kinda sucks....it sucks even more when the people around you are not very encouraging in trying to help you feel confident and motivated in doing what you want to to to continue on this fucking up hill journey that is a healthy lifestyle and weight loss. Now as much as I love my grandmother, she can be the most sceptical and un encouraging person. Now as I posted previously, I like to work out by myself in private, I get myself all pumped up and enthused about my workout from the day before and plan when exactly I will be doing it (which is generally when no one is around) and I do it and I sweat and I feel great, and I cool down and shower and look like I did ntn by the time anyone else sees me. that is how i operate. Fuck being discourage, and scepticism, I will do this my way and I will reach my goal....cause I for once am not not doing this for anyone else but myself, cause I am not going to be defeated...not this way.