Competition

So I think I have finally gotten into this working out thing. My problem is right now that what I am enjoying won't be sustainable once I am no longer in mobay. The Main thing I have been finding is that I need to find what works for me in terms of exercising, and I ahve really been enjoying swimming and uwing the eliptycal, but whatr i find is most important is that I don't like to people to be around if it is something I am doing by myself. I like my privacy. And I hope I can maintain it. My goal is 165-170, and I would like to add some muscle on there (not too much, but a nice holistic, well toned figure) And I am keen on getting there. I won't stop...not this time...my health is riding on it...and so is my self esteem...I am done being the fat one.